stressors

School is rolling by, only 2 weeks until the end of the quarter and thanksgiving. It's going alright, we shall see how I did on this test I just took. Everyone is feeling that end of the quarter crunch, although the nice thing about pharmacy at this stage is that it's now an all-quarter-crunch so when finals come near it doesn't really seem as bad because it's just the same as it's been all quarter. I went to see Brendan last weekend, which was good. We went for coffee and lunch and watched a zombie movie in celebration of halloween. It was very good to see him, although things have been strained as of late. We've discussed some things and are unsure how this whole thing is going to turn out. Brendan's been thinking about doing another year of americorp and then going to grad school, which means we'd probably see each other about once next year... that's tough stuff. I've been worried about it for a long time, but now it seems every time I talk to him I have new concerns. I guess I have long term questions no one has answers for... My biggest concern for today? Now that we've discussed our concerns, I'm afraid he's debating if he wants to wait it out. I told him I'm in... but I can't say he's really confirmed his mental solidarity to the idea. I guess these things worry me because it's such a change from how it used to be... I wonder what brought it about? I will have to discuss it with him sometime... again... and at length.